Invalid Guilt

Invalid Guilt 

Love thorns, discord, was the prophecy to be alone? But still kept wishing on a wishing star to not be on my own. 

Thought I craved that pleasure just in my brain, 

But now I want it bad between my walking crane. 

So many young loves, I lost count, 

But just in my mind, didn’t want to give it away before I was promised safe and sound. 

Days passed away thinking about all those things we’d do when we met, 

And night, with the waves crashing into ecstasy with the resting fabric now drenched. 

But the oath answered, Remember when we first talked in the learning capture? 

Think about the time when you’re driving in rain, 

But a split second of overhead bridge comes, and there goes away any pain. 

Now we’re entangled in all the right places, 

The parking lot, the library, your white Chevrolet, even our lab spaces. 

Gone are the days when I kept paying for our stars to align, 

On my knees, passionately wishing you were mine. 

How lucky am I, because even during the slamming doors, 

My fingers long to be entwined in the blanket folds. 

So, mark your signature on a part of the never seen anatomy,

While I scream your name with a blissful ecstasy.